Just thought of sharing my experiences of GP before, during and after.
Just before leaving for GP I believe was made possible only after the healing from Nityananda, for which I am indebted and will square my debt one way or the other someday in the future.
To be honest, I really do not know or understand, and none of my friends and collegues and aquaintances can believe that I could actually drive for four hours each way to Laytonville and then the 5000 feet above sea level. Those who know me as a ‘wreckless driver’, do nothing but raise their eye brows, sort of like ‘what, you, not possible’. Well it is possible.
Although, either Guru Dattatreya, Baba or and Swami or all of them had forcefully taken me to Laytonville, the negative energy was also trying to engulf me in one way or the other. Just before leaving, I was very ill, I had so much of muscle pain, I had gone for full body acupuncture, two full hour massages, seen my family doctor, blood tests, repeatedly, and no solution to the pain, nor any particular diagnosis, other than the fact that my muscle enzymes and my liver enzymes were elevated.
My first stop in Sacramento.
Getting in the rental, I said ‘Baba you drive, and I will enjoy the ride’, Baba must have driven, as I had or my soul had gone deeper into the mountains of Laytonville. While at the Divine Lineage, I felt very cold all the time, as if my body was dead, needed the heat from the sun to keep me alive and the heat from the fire puja, had fear that being in the shade would make me sicker, more in pain, the pain at all times was simply unbearable. It seemed as though I was there and yet not there.
Flashes of experiences at the Divine Lineage go in and out of my mind. For some strange reason, I must have left Divine Lineage very disillusioned. All I know is that I wanted to bring back a small statue of Shirdi Baba, and could not afford the $700 package deal……….and left feeling as if that should have been my accomplishment, and I failed.
Back in Sacramento connected with a family, a very spiritual family, deep into the Sikh religion and positive in all aspects of life. Long story short, we went to a Shirdi Baba temple in Elkgrove, run by a 31 year old lad who does extended care out of his home and temple in the home as well. Shirdi Baba’s picture is full of vibutti, honey, red nectar, kumkum etc. This young lad’s name is Deva, when he opened the door, he reminded me of how Shirdi Baba’s image is described in the Satcharitra as a young lad when he first went to Shirdi. Deva – very nice, holds satsang and food each Sunday morning.
We had nice chit chat, he looked at my palm and said that ‘planet Saturn’ is causing the sufferings in my life at this time, however, I have a very strong mind, so strong that if I set my mind into becoming the president of united states, I could [LOL-no comments].
Coming back home, still in pain, and feeling that I wish this pain was gone, so that I could get on with mantra chanting starting with the earth element, as I have failed a few times in the past.
With permission, I did bring two bottles of the lake water, created my own lake in a dish, and placed all the lingams that I have collected, with some gem stones, and it sits on the counter facing east and gets the sun each day. I keep smelling the water each day, and it smells like the lake, I thought that it might smell decade, but has not up to this point in time..if anything materializes, will keep you up-dated [ wishful thinking only].
Went to work on Monday and Tuesday, still in pain, and everybody at work said that how good I looked, how younger I looked, and I gave them the website address of Divine Lineage and ….WOW…WOW….and wow, you went there, you drove, you went up the mountain……….was all I was hearing from my collegues all day.
Wednesday morning, I got up with ‘pink eye’ went to the clinic, got a prescription for some drops was contagious, however, went to the office.
While resting after putting the drops in my eyes………….i starting thinking of where to find a mantra to overcome the suffering of the Saturn…………started utilizing my coconut cracking head….. and just as I thought that I could chant the ‘Vishnu Kavach’ mantra……………..guess what?????
..Swami Kaleshwar came and spoke to me……………….and said “do not ever forget me, I am always with you”……………………….Wow! Wow……..Wow!.….….….…..made my day, and made it all worthwhile……………..and that is not all…………as I got up a little later……………most or all of my muscle pain was gone.
My blood test on June 16th: Alk Phos=131; GGT=20; CK=222, my blood test results on Aug 2, 2014, Alk Phos-107; GGT=20; Alt=21 CK=79 ESR=26; Huge changes for the better. I am finally should I say, Healed.
And I hear a wooden carved Shirdi Baba will be en-route soon. What more can I say. I was born under a Lucky Star and I Love You All.